Dreams

I have started a new blog about my (sleeping) dreams, if you’re interested. It is at What Did I Dream.

For now

For now, this is all I have. You can read my earlier postings, and/or check out my other blog where I'm posting my tidbits of stories I've written here at As Is and Nonedited .

She Looked Up - I Want To Be A Model - He Walked Up - She Had To Forgive - She Got Him

She looked up
Saw him standing
There
He motioned for
Her to come with
Him
She wasn't sure if
She should go
Looks are deceiving
She learned from
Him
Though now he looked
As if he had
Changed
She wouldn't know
Unless she went


I want to be a model
I want to be a star
I want to make some friends
I also want a car
I would enjoy to be a model
I would enjoy to be a star
I would enjoy to be somewhere
That would be very far
It is now time to leave
I won't say good-bye
I will just turn it
Into a gigantic "Hi"
So off I go tonight
To fall asleep in bed
I hope I won't
Ever hurt my head


He walked up
And slapped her
She stood still
And asked, "What fer?"
He said, "So"
And walked out the door
He didn't love her
No, not anymore




She had to forgive
He didn't want this
To go on
He learned to not
Take her for granted
All the time
She loved him and
Wanted him to stay
Forever




She got him
On the day
He was to be
Married
He skipped out
Left her alone
Made her cry
Wearied

I Want To Be Alone - I'm All Confused - Where - I'm All Alone - Figure Out

I want to be alone
No one to bother me
No one for me to bother
To think about myself
To read about myself


I'm all confused
All withered and worn
My life is torn


Where
Did our
Love go
Now that
We two
Are separated


I'm all alone
In a world of my own
No one can enter
No one can leave
I have no one to care
No one to share


Figure out
Where you
Want me

When I Went - My Life's A Mess - Love

When I went
To see you
I saw a girl
In your arms
You will never
Know
Know the love
You could have
Had
It's too late
For I have gone
It's too late
No one has
Won


My life's a mess
I don't like chess
I want a Cabriolet
One where it's already paid
I want to color my hair black
It'll be very chak
I hate school
I'm also a fool
No one loves me
I want it back, the key
The key to a life
Where there's no strife
I want to leave
I want to die
I want to go
Even without a pie
In my own way I'm a rebel
I shave my hair
I don't think
Anyone would care
I need a friend
One who'll care
Someone who'll
Always be there


Love
What does it mean
Does it mean a heart
A rose
A bond between two people
I still haven't found out
I'm sure I will
I don't know when
Maybe I'm too young
Maybe I'm too old
Love
What does it mean
Does it mean animals
Children
Or even a mate
I still haven't found it
It's nowhere in sight
Maybe I'll find it
Maybe by tonight
Maybe in a couple of years
Love
What does it mean
I still haven't found out
I'm sure I will
I'm sure I will

Where Am I Going - She Ached For His Love - My Life Is A Wreck

Where am I going
Where where where
What's that in my way
What what what
How can I believe
How how how
Why am I me
Why why why


She ached for his love
She knew she couldn't
Have that love
He was thinking of
Someone
Else
She grew more and more
Desperate as the years
Passed


My life is a wreck
Like a car crashing
A turtle
I have no direction
No emphasis
Nothing
I've been drained
Of everything
Of caring
Of hating
All I want is
Music; music
That's loud and
Can take me away
Away from
Everyday things
I just have
No life
In me
I'm just a
Body
A body that
Does things
Goes places
I'm nothing
No body
I feel like....nothing

What Is There To You - I'm Dying - I Want To Get Out Of This Jail

What is there to you?
What is there to me?
We are lost in a world of our own
Where we can run
And we can hide
But we will always be found
I can not fathom our bodies
Of being
Being separated
If we were
We would die somehow, somewhere
Just like Romeo and Juliet


I'm dying
I'm falling
I want some help
I have my heart calling
I need someone
I need a friend
If I don't get one
My soul's gonna end
I need some love
I need some care
If there isn't anyone
I'm gonna shave my hair
Come quick
Come fast
Otherwise my life
Will have past
I'm going down the drain
I'm standing in the rain


I want to get out of this jail
I want to get up and move
I want to leave here right now because
I can't find any thing called love